very first delivery

This morning in the hospital I attended my very first delivery, which was a caesarean section. The day approached like all others; part of my training that I have to see and acquire sufficient knowledge about. I put on the theatre cloths, found my supervisor, walked with her into the room, peeked at the woman with swollen belly on the operating table and exchanged greeting nods with her and her husband who looked somewhat worried. Then I found myself a good spot to observe the procedure without standing in the nurse?s way, all the while going through the steps in my head which I had read the night before.

It all went fine and according to plan, though very strange to me. Then there was the final cut to make in the last layer before reaching the baby, whose head suddenly emerged in a pool of fluid, and was pulled out together with the rest of him through the incision. At this point, found myself happy and smiling.

I had never seen the woman or her husband before and I didn?t know any of the medical staff in that room, other than my supervisor. Yet, for some strange reason, as soon as the little creature came from the cut open abdomen covered in pinkish blue - there was a sudden detachment from science, and an overwhelming sensation of happiness coming from somewhere deep in my heart.

It is this essence of our emotions that is beyond realms of our understanding, despite persistent attempts to define. We may know little about what makes us happy, sad, loved or tearful but this is nothing other than splashes on the side of mysterious waters we don?t have access to.

Posted by e3ashig on December 12th, 2003 | Filed in Uncategorized |


24 Responses to “very first delivery”

  1. JoOo Says:

    i’m a caesarian gurl =D

  2. e3ashig Says:

    it sounds like you gave your mother a hard time. :p

  3. damirage Says:

    When I read this tears just rolled down my cheeks why? I don’t know.Sub7anallah it was a mixed feeling of pain,happiness,weakness just name any such feelings.
    Jazakom allah 5air doctors yij3alha allah fi mizaan hasanatkom inshallah.Still I have to say I love your blog keep up the goodwork bro.

  4. Mawazee Says:

    luved ur last paragraph!

  5. damirage Says:

    Thanks alot….

  6. bushail Says:

    [ I had never seen the woman or her husband before and I didn?ft know any of t he medical staff in that room, other than my supervisor…]
    NOW imagine that the baby was ur own

  7. .. Says:

    sho essalfeh? but i loved the last one.. keep it -hard covab’s addict-

  8. so0o0os Says:

    Very interesting peice of experience ,, yet i should admit that i hate this part of medicine .. the only good part is the feeling u get when u see this little human coming out, nothing else beleive me …

    and yeah doc. it would be even more complex bunch of feelings when it would be urs .. :D

    yallah 3eqbal ma testaqbel ur own ….. enjoy obs. < -- doubts it :x

    w wish u good luck in ur rotation ..

  9. Um-Hind Says:

    you reminded me of Carter from ER:)
    Good job Doc!

  10. Muji Says:

    This entry brings back memories, as different as the prespective may be.

  11. VeNeNo~DuLCe Says:

    awww lovely moments :*)

  12. Mmmm...@_@ Says:

    What to say?!!! Two months and i will be experiencing the same.. Oh My God!!! Can’t tell you how afraid i am.. :"(

  13. almazroo3i Says:

    woow…i never imagined my self in such place and watching such thing,
    allah ye36eek al 3afiah broo.

  14. Rakan-Dubai Says:

    salaaaaaam ….. ALLAh ya36eeek el 9e7ah oo el 3afyeh …. masha’allah i liked the last prag.

    Keep it up … ;)

  15. KhaRboo6aH Says:

    wooow nice mashallah
    allah iwafegk :D but hey it wasnt an emergency was it… i always thought caesarians were mostly emergencies! hehehe..

  16. Pink sushi Says:

    WOW! uve got guts ! i’m so dreadinggggg that day when i am gnnna be that woman on the delivery BED! its soo freaky AAAAAAAAAAAAAH! hehehehehheehehehhe NO WAYYY!

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