Dark Nights Back
Its 2:00 and I am having a hard time sleeping eventhough I did not have enough rest today. In fact, I finished work at 7:00 and came home thinking I would just crash in bed but that failed to happen. This state of mind is all too familier. Emptiness in my thoughts, then questions pop out of no where. It was long ago that I was asking questions and got to a point where I decided to stop telling myself that this is really better and more comfortable. In the last few months however, the thirst for knowledge have come back again and I can no longer stop seeking answers. Some of the stuff I dont understand is part of the deep foundations of what makes me who I am and investigating that sends me in a state of unease, anxiety and sometimes fear.
It all is probably just a phase.
January 30th, 2007 at 8:25 am
I think this is a phase that not only me, it seems, but a lot of youngsters that are going through! Questioning career decisions…never ending questions!! aaaaaaaaah!!!!
Let’s all blame it to the weather!!! hahaha!!!
*ALLAH isahel 3alena!!*
February 1st, 2007 at 1:39 am
it is called the early mid-life crisis..symptoms:
age 25, coming to a cross-road in life, been doing what you’re doing a while and the future looks all planned and sorted, yet you aren’t sure this is all you want from life?
lol welcome to the club bro, i, like you, hope it passes soon
February 1st, 2007 at 8:33 pm
Well, I personally feel questioning keeps people alive madree my way. Sometimes if I stay for a couple of days without deep thoughts I develope a wiered feeling of emptiness and pain inside my heart …. I keep thinking whats up and I realize I luck my dose of thinking and wondering its like Iam no more human.Lol I hope it makes sense if I kept expressing I would write a book… just sharing my thought with you guys…